ummm finally got access to this account and saw how damaging it is. idk why younger me thought it was okay to post all of this stuff on a public platform so i'm going to be taking everything down. i'm really sorry if anything i did when i was younger hurt you guys, i'm 17 now and i know better now. this doesn't excuse anything but i hope most of you can find it in your heart to forgive me (if you're even active anymore)