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i legitimately want to kill myself right now, i cant fucking take anymore of the fuckers in highschool, and what help i do get, its not enough to stop what they do to me. im picked on daily, whether it be for what i wear or for what i listen to. i cant take this life anymore.i have constantly asked for help from my family, but they never get what im trying to say. lately ive been acting happy, but have had a fake smile. ive only genuinely smiled a few times, and thats around my girlfriend, but i worry about our relationship and i worry that she wants something else. i cant take this anymore. help, before i do something. help me