me...unfiltered

im back. sadly nothing too great has happened in my life since my last update. a lot of setbacks and loss so hopefully i can get some of the feelings out here. missed you all

I'm so sorry I haven't used this in a while, will be updating soon

@SANCTIFY i hope you enjoyed it :)

please check my most recent writings in need of some constructive criticism please

@IveDiedOnce you can inbox me

hey everyone for those who are wondering why I haven't been on wattpad here is why : A little while back I wrote "I'm sorry I wasnt there when you needed me" http://www.wattpad.com/15577135-my-poetry-~-words-like-music-can-save-lives-xoxo#.Ud_nKGQ-v40 to my friend Christina who attempted to take her life. Well May 9, 2013 she succeeded in the taking of her own life and I sort of shut down after that. I lost my best friend and I feel lost, worried, confused, guilty, hopeless and I hope that you can help support me. Losing someone who means so much to you hurts like a bitch and I know I can pull through just right now it hurts so much and I havent been functioning lately. I quit my job and am staying with my mom for a while and I just looking for support from others and a little hope that things will look up soon enough. Christina you are an angel now though you left me to drown in my tears. My heart hurts knowing you arent with me anymore. Please  protect me from above. I love you so much. 

@silentteardrops ugg pretty much the same. Wannt to talk about it

@IveDiedOnce pretty shitty tbh but im still here so its whatevs. how are you

Hey hun how are u?

Hey hun how are u?