Silhoutte Kiwi

Today is my birthday!! I'll try and write more today, I hope I can publish them, if time and creativity permits I'll do that as well.
          
          
          I remember I've started writing my first book before last year on my birthday, It was when I was completing 18 and that day was nothing like I thought it'd be. I was quite upset because it was overlapped with raksha bandhan and everyone forgot it was my birthday and to get out of the misery I started writing the book "before us" I've never published it because looking back at it after a few months it was bad and I deleted it. I then was determined to write something because I remember liking the process of writing and it bought me joy hence started "Teach me to love"
          
          I wanted to share the butterfly effect as to how I've come to a decision to start writing a book. 
          I've 2 unpublished and 1 deleted book and I regret nothing. Not my decisions and definitely not my mistakes on the way. I've learned a lot and thanks to you for encouraging my hobby and making it even more enjoyable for me.
          
          
          Keep dreaming and dream big for sure<3

It's been a repeated occurrence. I shifted through 3 books today and why is physical violence so normalized? Like  I get it if it was necessary but the fact that a woman can slap a man just for fun and in return he grabs her hair or her wrist, worse of all her waist and starts making sexual advances. Why are we writing all of this and why is it that the comments are like "Kinky" or "". Am I missing something? Is that behavior celebrated? 
          And I do not want to hear an argument that "It's dark romance and that's how it's supposed to be." Because that's not dark romance. That's toxic from both the protagonist' side. I read dark romance but the dark part in that romance is never physical assault and if it is assault then I do not wish to read it furthermore.

It's been so long I've read a book worth the read.
          If you have any recommendations that would be lovely.
          <3

https://www.wattpad.com/story/359301427?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=sanviii90
          
          Spare a time a give a try on this story 

I have a question to all, if you're willing to answer. 
          I personally have read characters that are sweet and bubbly( Both men and women) and also have read characters that are down right unhinged and dark as in pitch black dark(morally). They are literal villains and they don't change for no one. I'm fine with both because I find people like them way close to reality than them being morally grey. I've once been obsessed with men morally grey but now I can't seem to read any book that has this recurrent theme of men being cold aloof and rude but they can be sweethearts for their family or their significant other. I don't find any logic in that. I know we don't read romantic fiction for logic but as a reader I cherish the book the most if I feel like, 'yeah, this might happen in reality.' 
          And I guess that's why men in my books show emotions. 
          As an author I want to share that aspect of the character so you can feel what they're feeling. So I'd love to know if you'd like the characters (especially men) to have no emotional arc what-so-ever or if you'd like them more if they were portrayed as if they are a human just like you and me.
          (As a reader I know what I'd pick but as a writer I need your help in this.)

https://www.wattpad.com/story/356232298?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=amateurwrts
          
           Hey dear if time permits give this story a chance and feel free to give feedback as well 
          Thanks 

you know what? I'm in the mood- 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          To edit! I'm finally willing to sit down and edit my first book. I know how cringing it will be for you to read the book and you encounter a mistake and all the flow is out of the window now. SO I've decided to finally put you out of that misery. 
          
          I hope I don't have much to repair. Wish me luck!

Hello Dreamers!
          As promised, I've updated my new story.
          The first 2 chapters have been released and according to the schedule, you'll have one chapter every week. 
          If I write more than few chapters a week then I might release more than one chapters a week.
          Since I just started the book, releases will be slow. 
          Keep Dreaming<3

I can't express how happy I am to log in to wattpad today and see over 50 notifications that said people are enjoying what I have written. It means a lot to me that you've found my published book worthy enough to have included in your reading list.
          Thank you each and every one!
          love you all<3

I said I'll publish the book in September or October but it's completed so early publish and this is my first release. 
          Hope you'll like it.