silkychampagne

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silkychampagne

[PART THREE - APRIL ELEVEN 201I MESSAGE]
          
          will i make books in the future? maybe if i'm inspired by some unknown force that makes me do some real good stuff, but no. i'll be occasionally online to probs reflect and edit some major stuff on Adventus, but no. i'm taking a break from writing until i find the courage to do so again.
          
          will i keep contact with my friends in wattpad? hell yes, but not just in wattpad. prolly sc or insta if you know my user. i'm thirsty for streaks, plsstreakwithme AHAHA
          
          what about the "sequel for another person" thing that i said? nah, i'm not continuing it. heck, i didn't even stArt. but if jsyk, it's supposed to be the feeling of going thru stages 1 and 2 and being happy all throughout the book! and the person? heck no am i not saying who it is, but if you're observative enough, you'll know it by taking note on my wp display names ;)) but anywhoo im kinda turned off by that person already so i didn't want to continue meh
          
          will i ever stop this whole rant? YES! BECAUSE THIS IS THE LAST YOU'LL PROBABLY HEAR FROM ME IN WATTPAD!  i'll def remember the memories i've created here with unique ppl and great friends i made, but not to get sappy and all, but i love y'all  
          
          go do me a favour and follow my main squad's insta: (@)wethebikini_bottom !! myname'sivy,ifyoudidn'tknow heh
          
          ily, and till next time, hun ❤️

silkychampagne

[PART TWO - APRIL ELEVEN 2018 MESSAGE]
          
          when i thought of it (after a series of repetitive bad events), writing hasn't made me happy as before. back in 2016 i'd go home and drop all my stuff and go straight to my laptop (that's actually PURPLE, not pink, if you remember who you are) and type in a bunch of nonsense and dare call it "story." but come 2018, writing hasn't really been my world.
          
          THEREFORE CONCLUDING THAT I
          AM
          UNPUBLISHING
          "...till next time"!!
          
          it's such a spontaneous act (it's literally 1.08 am of april 11 2018) bc when i asked myself, "do i want to unpublish my story?" i straight up replied back to myself that hell YES do i want to remove that cringey dramatic book out of my ruined public image.

silkychampagne

hey, boo's! welp, i guess this is it. i've decided.
          
          anywho during my graduation it really occured to me that i'm hobby-less. more like in the sense of jobless, but a hobby. yeah, you TOTALLY get my point right there. 
          
          lately writing hasn't been much of a hobby and a way of venting out my feelings. it's occured to me as a dedication and a persisting competition in order to "get to someone's level" and possibly surpass them, if ever. i thought that if i kept pushing myself and giving myself pressure within the time limit i set, then i'd be able to make more *actually* decent content off the keyboard.
          
          but lmao no jokes on me, life had other plans.
          
          i've been working on a story i planned to call "Adventus," which is Latin for "sent" and "coming back" (credits to you mr. espiritu, i listen to class), and i've noticed how forced i felt like behind the screens when working on every sentence. if i were to be brutally honest, i'd actually think the story plot is more than decent, but only the nature and the distractions are making it harder to focus and ACTUALLY make some more content that i'd silently read to myself for the next 15 years because my shy ass didn't choose to publish it, neither show it to any other human specimen.
          
          anyways you're prolly bored by now bUT I'VE DECIDED to work more on myself, my family, and most importantly, what makes me happy.

silkychampagne

okay. i'm back. 
          
          long story short i've been dared to be offline in wattpad for 2 months, and i take dares seriously, so me being the total dumbsht i am, i did the dare.
          
          there's really just one big realisation i've had, though. i don't think i'll be continuing my social life in wattpad. i've taken RoS and PUBG as my new hobby now (mostly killing ppl lmao), and i'm currently thinking of either:
          1.) unpublishing "...till next time"; or
          2.) making a sequel, but directed to another person now.
          i'm still undecided, though. i'm quite certain i won't anymore use wattpad as often as before, but i'll have to think about publishing a new book or unpublishing my emotional wreck of a book.
          
          xoxo, boo's. addio <3