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Heyoooo! I'm back from my hiatus! I'm coping better with the loss of my co-worker (and friend/crush), and I got a thank you letter from his parents today. They thanked me for the flower arrangement I bought him (it was purple and white, purple because it was his favorite color, and white for, well, loss). Anyways, I'm also think about being a ranter on YouTube (not TikTok, because my mom hates it, and because my classmates would DEFINITELY find out on there TmT) Idk though, but you guys have a good day! ^^

HAPPY PRIDE GUYS!!!
          I'm not officially back from my hiatus, but just wanted to post this little message :3

Hey guys. I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm probably going to be going on a hiatus for a while, though it's not like I really write anything on here anymore.
          
          I just found out yesterday that my co-worker, the one I had a crush on and went on a church date with, passed away yesterday morning. I was starting to really be close with him. I don't know how he died, but he was found in his home, no foul play or anything. So it very well may have been su!c!de.
          
          Anyways, I'll be back on here eventually. Bye guys.

I'm out of school, and have been for almost a week now on Summer break! It's going okay so far.
          
          And I'm also a senior, after all of these years, I've made it to my last Summer break for school before I (hopefully) get into college! I'm so, so proud of myself. I've made it soooo far, and I'm making my parents proud. I've already cried sooo many times thinking about my LAST day of highschool, which will be in 2027. I'll be doing my graduation walk with my class on the last day of school, and then I won't be at school with my siblings anymore but on my own, and we'll do our graduation the day after our last day of school, and oh my God, I'm tearing up just writing this! I'm so ready, but at the same time, I'm not!
          
          Like, this all feels genuinely UNREAL! It feels like just  weeks ago I was just entering highschool, and look at me now!

Little Update:
          I GAVE MY CRUSH MY NUMBER YESTERDAY AND HE MESSAGED ME!!!
          We've been talking about little things. Idk if he likes me like that, BUT
          He asked when I got off work TWICE before yesterday, and almost always greets me at work, and talks to me and asks how my day has been EVERY TIME I see him at work.
          
          And y'know what's funny? My irl friend said I should ask him out on Saturday (she said this on Friday,) and that same day? HE ASKS FOR MY NUMBER! I didn't ask him out cus idk if he has a girlfriend (and I'm like, a really nervous person), but he asked for my number, so maybe not? Who knows

GUYS I NEED HELP CHOOSING A NAME FOR MY NEW GUINEA PIG!!!
          We're pretty positive that he's a male, but I'm thinking either
          1.) Shaggy (He's a lighter brown color with a furry coat that sticks up)
          2.) Scooby (Yes, like Scooby-Doo)
          3.) Gus (The rat from Cinderella, trying to stick with cartoony characters)
          4.) Suggest your own! I may eventually post a picture of him, but he's got a lighter brown coat with fur that kind of sticks up and out. Pretty sure he's an Abyssinian guinea pig, search this up if you want to know what I'm talking about in terms of his coat/fur!
          He's been hiding away for a while, but he's okay! He's just pretty nervous, but my mom said to give him a few days, just make sure he's eating and drinking.

GUYS. I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING ON HERE FOR A WHILE I KNOW.
          
          BUT. I GOT A FREAKING GUINEA PIG! BOUGHT IT FOR MYSELF AND EVERYTHING, AND MY PARENTS GOT ME THE NEEDED STUFF TO START OFF!
          
          I'M SO HAPPY T0T

Happy Valentine's day, everyone!
          This will be one of my last messages for a few hours until I'm off of work!
          @Echo-phoenix Happy Valentine's day to you too! :D
          
          Hope everyone has a great Valentine's Day, regardless of having a valentine or not!

I got some yummy boba tea today after work :3
          The ladies working were really understanding, because my mom talked to them about my allergies (alpha gal, which is lamb and beef, sometimes pork, and dairy products) and they were sooo nice about it, and really understanding! And they even checked the ingredients with me, and made sure it was something I could have :3
          And then I also got a Pokemon card binder for $15, and then a DND dice set for $9.75
          Overall? Really good day after work! (so far)
          AND
          BINGO NEWS!!!
          I did not win Bingo on Saturday, but I kept up surprisingly well, and had fun with my mom :3
          I couldn't eat the stuff they were serving at the bingo place we went to, but I ate some pickles and chips we got before the early bird for bingo started :3
          So two good days in a row!!!
          :D

Going to bingo for the first time, and bringing some lucky crystals!! I've grabbed aventurine, citrine (I think?), a tigers eye i put in my spiral necklace thingy, and I might bring my selenite tower!
          
          Wish me luck guys! :)