byebye~

jesus christ.. what the fvck kind of edgy sh1t did i have going on here… sorry folks

i said i was done crying,
          but here we are

I’m sorry this happened. I wish I could’ve helped. If you have anything you want to discuss with me please pm me. I understand if you don’t want to talk to me either.
          
          
          “Hence nothing remains except for our regrets.”

I wish I knew how to fucking hate you. But I guess that’s how manipulation works, hm?
          God damnit.

constantly begging for attention
          constantly begging, never receiving
          all i want is to be loved

* casually becomes pearl steven universe kinnie *

i feel like i’m begging for attention
          i probably am
          i spent around 3-4 months receiving an overwhelming amount of love and attention
          i got so used to feeling loved
          now i feel mostly empty and i fucking hate it
          i want to feel loved again
          i want to feel loved in a nonplatonic way
          but oop!
          that ain’t gonna happen for a while again, is it?

working on multiple animation projects lolol

heh, i’m hurtin’ 

been having a lot of intrusive thoughts recently