HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT KNOW I WAS GAY TILL A FEW FUCKING MONTHS AGO LIKE I HAD CRUSHES IN ALL MY FRIENDS WHO WERE ALL GIRLS I HAVE DYSPHORIA ABOUT MY IMAGE AS A GIRL THEN FREIN OUT THAT IM CALLED A GUY HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT FUCKING KNOW (oh yeah mentally abusive mom( ╹▽╹ ) forgot)
Is it bad that I bottle up my emotions so much I cry when one person is nice to me because kindness is a new thing to me who grew up around toxic friends who were older then me.so yeah my past friends gave me trust issues so I can't talk to someone without thinking they are going to leave me or throw me away.ಥ‿ಥ
You know when you're start crying cause you can't take it anymore.hold in my crying for months and then one nice thing makes me explode I don't hear nice things often mostly get yelled at for doing stuff ಥ‿ಥ