silverpearl461

Wow. Kejadian Chen ini menyadarkanku pada reality. Karena apa yang kita inginkan gak semuanya bisa tercapai. 
          	
          	Dulu jaman member keluar, nangis. Dating juga nangis. Dan untuk kali ini udahlah ya udh gede jg akunya. Hahahaha..  
          	
          	Ada yang kecewa. Wajar. Kita punya hati.
          	
          	Karena apapun bisa terjadi. Kita expecting tinggi ke sesuatu maka tanggung sakitnya jika jatuh. Termasuk apa yg aku expecting selama ini kepada chanbaek. 
          	
          	I don't know what the really truth is. But as long as we are happy, why not to support them. Dan kalau pun amit2 ada sesuatu yang bakal terjadi di masa depan- yg mana ga berpihak dengan apa yang selama ini aku harapkan.. semoga udah lebih dewasa dari pada hari ini. 
          	
          	
          	Untuk Jongdae, aku bangga kamu sampaiiin sendiri suratnya untuk kita. Youre so gentle. Be happy

silverpearl461

Wow. Kejadian Chen ini menyadarkanku pada reality. Karena apa yang kita inginkan gak semuanya bisa tercapai. 
          
          Dulu jaman member keluar, nangis. Dating juga nangis. Dan untuk kali ini udahlah ya udh gede jg akunya. Hahahaha..  
          
          Ada yang kecewa. Wajar. Kita punya hati.
          
          Karena apapun bisa terjadi. Kita expecting tinggi ke sesuatu maka tanggung sakitnya jika jatuh. Termasuk apa yg aku expecting selama ini kepada chanbaek. 
          
          I don't know what the really truth is. But as long as we are happy, why not to support them. Dan kalau pun amit2 ada sesuatu yang bakal terjadi di masa depan- yg mana ga berpihak dengan apa yang selama ini aku harapkan.. semoga udah lebih dewasa dari pada hari ini. 
          
          
          Untuk Jongdae, aku bangga kamu sampaiiin sendiri suratnya untuk kita. Youre so gentle. Be happy

silverpearl461

I woke up in the middle night and never expecting to get the feeling about what you have decided still make me feel like a dream. but you decided one of the most important in your life. many rumors spread out but I believe you wanna spend your longlast life with someone you love, someone who has become the center of your life.  you must have thought it in that deep. Chen, thank you for being chen of exo. but now I know you are being yourself. being Kim Jongdae. you own your life. you ever told that never gonna regret what you decide. so, we are here to support whatever you choose. you deserve to be happy in your way. in your way being Kim Jongdae as you actually live. thank you for everything. you inspired us, give us strength, and more. It might not be easy to other people, same as you. but please stand gently. you can do it. 
          
          
          Kim Jongdae, thank you for standing until today.
          thank you for being an exo member. thank you for accompanying my youth until now.
          
          
          We are here, EXO-L who still support you in whatever condition. 
          
          
          Kim Jongdae, thank you for being yourself.
          
          Thank you to come in this world. 

silverpearl461

Waw. Jadi aku dulu orangnya baperan banget ya. Setiap cerita pasti ada aja yg mau disampaiin. Then when Im looking back to my old story, that throw me in that bad situation. I shouldnt have told it as bad. But, it remind about what my dream before- didnt come to me.. or it havent come yet. Whatever I wanna call it but God never take me to the wrong way.