❊ 𝑺𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑨 𝑩𝑨𝑩𝒀 ❊

MERRY CHRISTMAS HO HO HO !! 

Quick vent
          
          
          
          U fucking hate social anxiety it ruins everything. Today I'm at church and had s bigass panic attack I'm trying to calm down. My aunt gave me her keys to her car but I still feel like a failure.  I hate anxiety. 

Merry Christmas Eve <3

Hii I saw your reading list when I was searching for wp stories and I feel like you'd like the manhwa called the abyss <333 

Go order themes I'm bored
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/386729816

I'm gna start making diff kinds of shops, so what kind of shops do u guys want? 

Feeling pressured so u say yes<<<
          (I feel so grossed out now) 

OMGGGGGG YOUR THEMES SLAYYY

I hate myself for what I did to you. I thought I was being a good friend but I wasn't. I gave all of me every bad thing. I don't mean to make excuses but it happens.  I wish we could go back to how things were but it's to late now isn't it? I miss our late night talks. The way you made me laugh I miss it. My friends tell me to let you go but I can't. I cry at night with the knife in my hand trying to hold on. Maybe you would like me to be dead. Just maybe. I know I didn't loose you but other people too but your words hurt the most. They cut deep into my heart and ripped it out and I just don't know what to do anymore. Oh God please help me. Why does it hurt I just want my best friend back. 
          
          -poems from adri

Will you still love me if you saw my scars? Would you still love me if u saw the cuts on my wrists? The red lines would you see me for who I am? Or would you leave me. 
          
          -daily poems from adri