simjakie

Rant time!!!
          (Involves cursing)
          
          
          I absolutely hate this. My behaviour is so shit towards my boyfriend. I get upset over little things. I tried ignoring it yesterday but it didn't work. I just want to cry. He's literally the best I could ask for. I'm not taking him for granted. He never tells me things cause he thinks that it'll make me upset again and it'll again cause a drama between us. What the fuck am I supposed to do with my shitty behaviour? How to change it? I nearly cried today just because of the way I acted towards him. Maybe I ask for too much. Maybe I expect too much. I just want to curse myself and cry my heart out. We barely get time to spend together. This bothers me so much. I've deactivated my every social. What's the point of keeping it if we can't even talk?? Maybe I'm thinking too much. Or maybe I'm thinking right. I get upset over the fact that I get upset over small things which ruins my mood and then I get mad over my bf when there's no fault from his side. It's maybe me. I'm the problem here. I feel guilty like seriously. I want to tell him that I am sorry but how tf am I supposed to say? Not like he'll leave me but what IF he leaves because of my behaviour? He got pissed but didn't show that I was angry at him. Fuck you simjakie for being such an absolute bitch towards him.

hehe posting oneshot tomorrow in my main acc

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This might sound controversial but idc (?)
          
          i don't understand this trend of twerking in k-pop. People really think women empowerment is all about twerking? Honestly, from what I observed everything is getting westernized. You CAN gain popularity without twerking. 
          There will be a lot of people not agreeing with me and irdc about it. Like there are idols who can't even twerk properly.  Well, that's not my point. It sometimes feel weird to me. You can win your fans heart by doing some appropriate moves. And before y'all come and criticise me saying male idols take off their shirts and then do shit and whatever but we don't say anything regarding it rather we drool over them, I am NOT saying women idols can not do these things but it feels weird. These idols should realise young people look after them.
          thanks for reading this lol

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          You have Been booped 
          Spread this massage to 20 other people and let the chaos commence 

Ty for following me!!

Someone please suggest me some obsessive stalker enhA story

Why the hell my backup have more interactive followers than my main ☠️☠️

Rant time (involves a lot of cursiing :))
          
          I fucking hate these type of guys who just can't fucking move on. I HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT NOW. what the fuck does he even think of himself? this fucker once hacked my account, ruined my 15th birthday and even ruined my mental health and when i confronted his so called mother he legit said awful things about me and my male friend saying we sit together we roam together we do "stuffs" together. like why the fuck is it even bothering you?  hes a fucking asshole. then he came to me after  months saying "sorry" to me and all like bitch and then he said i didn't wish him his bday LIKE THIS GUY HAD THE AUDACITY TO GET ANGRY ON ME AFTER WHATEVER HE DID TO ME. he fucking ruined my mental health when i was in 9th grade what else do you want ? and now he messaged from one of his female friends account. THE moment she started giving me indirect taunts i knew it was him. because i never told her any personal stuffs and she knew all f themm. idc if their identity get revealed fuck u bitch i wish u have a horrible death. I hope you suffer alot in future CAUSE OF U I HAD THESE ANXIETY ATTACKS CAUSE OF U MY HEALTH WAS UNSTABLE I WAS SUFFERINGFUK U U SHOULD DIE

Bro your pfp
          
          You did Heeseung dirty☠☠