◡  nox ｡    simon
    8teen  -       fr ; eng
 #          ... we hope that you choke ...

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" What do you wish to say about...the situation ?
- I was young. I didn't know yet how to live. Or maybe if I did, I only knew a fragment of the whole thing. I had trouble knowing what's right and wrong. What is there more to say, I know I am guilty.
- My implied question was more about the reason why you committed this.
- I feel like there isn't a proper answer to that question. It was a mix of fear and excitement, everything felt like it melt down inside of me. I just needed something...Anything that could stop it all, I guess.
- That's kind of sad. I don't think you're to blame. 
- I don't know if I should be blame or not, what I know is that all of this is my own fault. I died because I chose to. "

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