simonhisfish

It was my birthday today!

Ayo i have been a year on this acc now damn

My birthday is in ten days. Idk how to feel ab it

I figured out my gender! After so long! I think i know! I’m non-binary!!!

First day of school was SHIT i’m in a new class, and after long consideration i was brave  enough to say smth to someone who sat next to me, and they completely ignored me. I have zero friends for no fucking reason. Just bc i’m an autistic lesbian probably. Why does nobody like me?

I’m going back to school in 8 days.. bro 

An hour ago i was in bed scrolling on twt when all of the sudden something small, black, blurry because so close to me comes in my vision. I focus on it and it is a fucking spider. Hi if you don’t know me i am #1 scared of spiders person. I stood up my heart hurted. It felt like i was gonna die. I had an heart attack. After I genuinely had a panic attack bc i had no fucking clue where the spider went. Every 5 sec i got a flashback of seeing the spider so close. I’m not joking it was next to my fucking eye hanging from the ceiling. It was midnight. It is now 1am calmed down a little. Back in bed. Fucking scared but that’s it.

Thanks for following me ♡

HAPPY 2 YEAR YR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!

Young Royals is done.. i have cried so many times because it’s done. The show means so so so much to me. I feel so empty and emotional and literally cannot handle this. Is anyone doing better then i am?