I finally am over it.
To start it off, I am and was a JenLisa shipper. There may be an error on that sentence but that's just it. I was one of those shippers who read fanfics regularly, daydream about them being together behind the fame, listens and believes in ridiculous theories, etc. Basically a delulu fan. So AUs and adaptations about JL on this app is a big contributor. So when J was caught in a dating issue, for most of the time, I let myself believe it was just media play to hide the real score between JL. It devastated me real bad when they came out. I was even admitted to therapy.V But after sometime, it died down you know. I began to grasp reality and just let time mold my mind into thinking realistically. Nowadays, i just feel great pride and admiration for JenChuLiChaeng living their best life.
I still read well-written JL AUs and adaptations here and there. I like them still especially the fluffy ones. It's a form of comfort for me now. But most of all, I like seeing them happy. I feel contented with just that.
