Ranpo&TsukasaKinnie

FINALLY I TOOK DOWN THAT ONE STORY THAT SHALL NOT BE NAMED AGAIN!
          But on a calmer note, I took down (shiver) Game Gone Wrong because I simply hated the cringe. Whenever I thought of the story I wanted to bash my head into the wall until I could no longer remember any bit of it and it gave me nightmares at the mere thought of people stumbling upon it and thinking terrible of me :/ so yeah, screw showing my progress I’m just glad I’m gonna be free of it at last.

For those who are interested in reading my (Shinjū’s/Blue’s) new story, (the one I’ve been mentioning this past week) this is the account I’ll be writing it on! (I haven’t posted it yet I’m still typing it out. But it should be posted by the end of this month at least or at most by the end of the month)
          Sorry again about the trouble of using two accounts—Donna Shinjū 

Me this past month
          New story yaaay
          Show bestie and she likes it yaaay
          Remember that one scene from that very cringe story you wrote that you tried to call self inserts, yeah don't forget that
          Continue to write more chapters cuz my bestie likes it
          Write on average 1-1/5 a chapter per day
          Remember that one story?– suffer!
          But I wanna show my progress–
          Got logged out of account on accident 
          Write more to story IRL
          Remembrance of the cringe
          I can handle it–
          Creates new account not even 12 hours later
          
          Yeah I really don't want to be associated with that story, I might post a bit on this account but with the new story I'm making I'm going to type it up on my other account because yeah– I can't handle the thought of people knowing me for that one cringe ah story my pride and nerves is making me refuse to delete without wanting to stab myself.
          Sorry for the trouble I've been with making stories, I know I've been starving y'all for almost two years now. Well technically a few months but with my more popular stories it's been two years 
          –Shinjū/xXTsukasa_KinnieXx

Oh wow, looked through the old things I wrote here, how was I so hyper and full of energy to post—?
          I mean I love writing but lately I’ve just gotten nervous to post stories lol.
          Well my first story I’ve already gotten the first draft out and checked it with my IRL friend (she said fuck your story when she heard what I was portraying and how angsty the ending was going to be so I know I’m doing good :3) so I just need to adjust some things and write the first chapter, should probably be done within this month.
          -Blue, now Shinjū/TsukasaRP(i’m obsessive with both the character and the topic plus I don’t know any other names and Blue was getting old for me)

I have the ideas and motivations for a few stories so I’m going to work on them and try to get something new out because I know my recent ones have been getting a little boring and that’s mostly my fault. I don’t think of the middle parts when I write I only think of the backstory of characters and the end but then again I try to make a lot of my stories super long so that affects things heh. I’ll try to post soon :) -FNB

I have motivation but no ideas
          I have ideas but no motivation or idea on how to put them into writing
          Then I go hyper with writing and then I look back realize it’s cringe and doesn’t make sense and end up loosing motivation and deleting all I wrote
          Is it bad that I have the urge to delete some of my old stories because I know I could have done better but also don’t want them to see the light again instead of rewrite them
          Maybe
          I don’t know my motivation keeps exploding-FNB
          

My brain is a mess
          I wanna say something and I did but when I typed it my brain thought about it right as I hit post and I started thinking it was cringe and that I should think about it more and then I deleted it-
          Good news though the last day of school for us is Thursday so woo!!!! We can start getting back in schedule now that testing is over! 

I thought the damn test were done when we finished the math and English tests………
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          .there’s history, and science, and P.E tests still.
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          And I know I’m gonna fail the history and science one already their both due tomorrow and I’m barely on page 5 of the project that’s 15 pages-
          I’m still sick af and feeling like shit
          But I’m outta sick days and I don’t wanna go to Saturday school nor get outta bed
          R.I.P my grade-
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          At least I have decent grades there so i won’t totally fail-
          I swear my skills in writing and decent understanding in math are the only thing keeping me from getting held back-
          I’m going on a rant-
          I’ll stop before I continue, sorry to anyone who read this.-FNB

Hello sorry for not posting in so long, turns out we have even more exams. We got through the first two (except for Forgotten who was sick almost the whole time) but we still have two more to go. We’re probably not going to be posting for a while still because studying has mentally drained us lol. We plan to take a break from posting for at least a few more weeks after we finished the tests and hopefully get back into the routine of posting again. Thank you to everyone who is being so patient while waiting the story updates and bye-DO

Was on character ai and talking to a Nightmare AI did the same thing with Dream being honest with questions because I have no reason to lie and then I started to realize that it slowly turned into a therapy session. What the funk is up with that lol.-FNB