Idk what to put here

Guys i want to reread this one fanfic of Bellamy Blake but i cant find it. i don’t remember the name but i gave some information:
          -MC’s name sartre with an A
          -Close friends with Monty and Jasper
          -Best Friends with Miller
          -Has known Murphy ever since they were kids and she’d help him steal foods and crawl through vents in the ark
          -3 different books
          -Changed the plot of the 3rd season.
          
          GUYS IF ANYONE KNOES THE NAMR OF THE BOOK BCZ ILL ACC CRY IF I DONT FIND IT:

Went shopping for school stuff uniforms and I’m not excited 

Deena, Ziggy & Kate >>>> literally everyone else in fear street

Pls I’m out of my country and they don’t have WiFi like how tf am I supposed to read the comments on books smh anyways thanks 4G for saving me in my moment of need

I’m literally so tired for no fucking reason like wtf and we r having a congrats party and i cant move

THANKYOU BESTIE YOURS IS SO CUTE I LOVE GROOT