Here are some things about me:

1) I'm American 
2) My favorite band is Of Mice & Men but I love 21 other bands
3) I'm recovered from self harm (:
4) I suffer with depression
5) @KCISAWESOME is my best friend and I love her
6) I'm emotionally unstable
7) My smiles are fake. Don't be fooled by them.
8) Taken <3

This is for the ones
Who cried themselves to sleep
Who cut themselves 
Who starved themselves 
Who puke
Who felt ugly
Who felt alone
And for the ones who die

Sometimes I get this urge to talk to you, and then I remember that you're a different person now, it's just sad because I miss you a lot

Roses are dead
Violets are crying
I'm in the hospital
They say I'm dying

I always have this
Fear that one day
You're going to
Discover That I'm 
Not as great
As you once thought
I was

"I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare."

Put the blades down
You'll be alright

If you were looking for a sign not to kill yourself
This is it

I was left broken
Now, I can't be fixed

I know I'm not perfect but I would do anything to try and be the best I can be.

Can you hear the silence
Can you see the dark
Can you fix the broken
Can you feel my heart

I'm scared to get close
And I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons they know how to swim