simply-saturn

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNrgcowoNVA           Lowkey have this on while going back to my Sailor Moon phase (let's face it, no one ever leaves the Sailor Moon phase) and reading. If this could be everyday, I would live such a simpler life...

simply-saturn

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Late night rant... (This shits about to get deep)
               6 months. Its been 6 months since I cut. I have kept out the thought of cutting, I have thrown out all blades. I still look at my wrists sometimes. Out of habit. Because when I cut I used to look at my wrist and remember why I cut. I still rub my wrist out of habit. I know it sounds weird, but, it was a coping aid for me. I was going through some shit just like everyone else does, and I delt with it in one way I knew how. I didn't enjoy the worried looks on my friends faces when I was wearing long sleeves in May. I didn't enjoy lieing to my parents about why I was taking so damn long in the bathroom. I couldn't wear shorts in the beginning of summer, as the cuts were fading. Like I said before, I went through some shit, and I'm still going through some shit, just like everyone else. This is for anyone out there who actually gives a fuck. Stay.Alive. Throw away that blade. Don't you dare take those pills. Stop. Breathe. I'm not going to give you the bullshit 'its going to get better' because its NOT. It is just going to become a little more enjoyable then before. At one point in your life, things WILL be 'better', you just gotta stick around until then. You think you can do that? I took 11 and a half Melatonin 3 months ago with some Monster. I guess the Monster stopped the pills from going into affect. If I had just used some water, I would be dead right now. I don't know the meaning of this rant, but I guess... Don't be stupid in your life. Don't take people for granted. And NEVER think you aren't worth it. Remember, it will only get more enjoyable from here my friend.
          
                                                                 Sincerely,
                                                                     Cait

simply-saturn

Hey guys. Wanted to let you know (for anyone who actually reads anything I try to write) I may not be as active, as my (half) sibling's grandfather just died today. I will try to be on, but, forgive me if I'm not. This is a rough time for my siblings and want to let them know that I'm there for them. Even if I am the youngest, and it wasn't MY grandfather, he seemed like one to me, and will miss him dearly. Sorry.