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Lion....?

Oh my I have to get up in about an hour and a half. 
          Someone hELP mE. 

Guess who's just getting to bed at 4:11?? 
          That's right, me! 
          I currently want to stab honors English right in it's nonexistent face!!! 

@_Fangirl_1001_ Panda?

lion?

Less than a week until your birthday!!!! 

After reading an endless amount of fanfiction, obsessing over velociraptors (I was forced to watch Jurassic World and have developed feels for Echo, Delta, Charlie, and Blue; A.K.A. The Raptor Squad), creating a whole massive movie/impossible situation in my head (am I the only one who does this??), and thinking about a person (you know who you are), I am just now noticing that it is 2:02 and I have school in the morning. 
          
          Wellllll... shit. 

I feel awful.
          It's a feeling of loss and pain.
          The pain that stings and lingers and won't quite go away.
          It's the feeling of having a plan crash down around you.
          The despair that follows the realization that you will never be accepted by the people who are suppose to love you. 
          The feeling of sneaking back inside after you went out to simply kneel in the wet grass with your head in your hands and cry. 
          The feeling of being numb and empty inside.
          Limbs of lead that trudge and shuffle though the motions, pulled by tangled up, invisible strings. 
          Laying on your back and staring at darkness and shadows; an appropriate representation of your heart.
          The feeling of seeing the person you love play across the insides of your eyelids, the person you cannot touch.
          It feels like the end of a good book and like someone scooped out your insides. 
          Empty, numb, cold, 
          Trying to surround yourself with thing that made you happy, only to find them no longer comforting. 
          Windstorm on an vacant plain,
          Seeing the one you love as a light shimmering in the distance, warm, promising, an just out of your reach. 
          The pain of loosing something you never had in your grasp. 
          I'm tired and trapped in a house of stone.
          I want a hug and a cuddle. 
          
          Sorry; please excuse my rant and carry on your merry way. 

I just had to completely explain Wattpad to my principal and avoid exploiting the fact that I was reading "Lesbian Academy".  This is my life.  (⌒-⌒)  ϵ( 'Θ' )϶

Guys. I have a problem. A real-live, actual human being is giving me feels. Asdfghjkl; kind of feels. Someone send help.