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revamped my profile since no one roleplays anymore. :3 might write a novel about the sorrens one day though idk. I'm writing a book right now heh. it's very very queer.
          anyway I'm gonna be mostly inactive. if you wanna follow my Spotify and see my music taste just search up lizziesdeath and in profiles you'll find one with a DDLC pfp. that's me.
          
          I love ayano Aishi she's so awesome lsdfkjlskdfjlsdk.
          dunno what to say because no one is really active anymore.
          I was eleven years old when I made my first account on here and began roleplaying and made like fifty accounts. T_T the good days I guess.
          
          
          I love you so much man. thanks for being here. drink water, eat well. I LOVE YOU!!!! LSKDFLKSJDFL.

/I miss every friend I made on here oh my gosh.
          so much has happened and if you're still alive lmk.
          in the meantime here's a synopsis of how things have gone.
          TW: SA, sh, psych wards, cops
          
          this girl I started dating in Oct 2024 (girl in red??? /hj) cheated on me with her ex after SAing me one month earlier in April of this year. she then proceeded to love bomb and manipulate me, and I did it right back. my parents still blame me for all of it. in the past months my dad has come to terms with me liking girls but we just don't talk about it loll.
          I ran away from home several times, was deemed a liar in every single legal case, and was told to stop being a disrespectful bad kid (by my DCF worker). my ex was BEGGING me to not leave when I finally dropped her for good. she chose her own kind, a snake just like her, and honestly, it'll bite her ass one day. I did cry a bunch over her, but I've learned from it, yayyy!! :3
          so yeah, over the summer I was in and out of a mental hospital twice (first time on my 14th bday, 02 June). it's such a long story but I went for a third time two months ago. I was isolated from everyone else I knew by my parents. my neighbor took me in several times before trying to help, but ultimately since she wasn't my mother there was nothing she could do. :/ 
          oh yeah. I was also having to confront cops more concerned with my immigration status.
          'merica, right?
          
          but yeah that's a rough summary of stuff.
          again I hope you're all right.
          my parents have had way more lenience with me since I got out of the ward back in September and yes I still love them even though we don't agree on certain things. 
          oh yeah I also moved out of where I lived for nearly ten years.
          anyway I LOVE YOU!!! <333

hiiiiiii

/How the heck am I alive.

||COME BACK I MISS YOU GIRLY POP !!

Hello

@LUCXRUMIOR 
          Also it's around 8:30 PM in the Eastern States like New York or Florida.
          In Texas and Missouri and that area it's 7:30.

@LUCXRUMIOR 
          In the morning??? Dang. 
          But India fr??? I love Indians omg. Y'all are so awesome.

@LUCXRUMIOR 
          Aight. Sweet dreams, Ria!!
          (What's your time zone if you're comfortable? Mines CST. I live in the middle of the united states.

@LUCXRUMIOR 
          The morning's a great time to think, y'know. The early morning. And sometimes it's a great time to do what you shouldn't. Or to rethink your decisions. Or to curse the people you know. Or... To read?
          
          Idk dude my sleep patterns screwed.