I know it's been a while guys!! Hey
"One day will meet again" that's where my words ended and my tears turned into a sob. As I read my goodbye speech from your funeral. Houses aren't a big deal but home is special. Because home on the other hand, can't just be anywhere. Home is where the people in your beating heart are. Home is where the two arms you would want to be wrapped in are. Or where the smiles that take away all the pain reside. I used to spend my bright days and dark nights with my home, but my home isn't here anymore.
It's been 2 months 17 days and 3hrs since you left me all alone. I can't even blame you cause you didn't ask to go. Life's so unfair because it picks the ones that deserve to stay. The ones that still deserve to dream away. But the inconceivable is starting to become our reality. My stomach fills with dread every time the phone rings, worried that the voice on the other end will say that the cancer has spread or that you are back in the hospital.
I always thought we'd have more time. But now that's all just in my mind cause now no more phones, no more rings would tell me that. 'Cause after all you were already gone.
I thought we would have had more time, but more would never be enough. So until then wrap yourself in your arms and watch me do the same. 'Til the day I'm there and we can take away all the pain.
- pain that cancer brings
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