sincults

Like a white Mercedes
          	Always been running too fast
          	When your heart is breaking, you keep on taking me back
          	Hate myself, I really love you
          	Hurting you feels like I'm hurting as well
          	All I know is I don't deserve you
          	I don't deserve you
          	I don't deserve your love
          	One day I'll pull through and I'll be good enough

sincults

Like a white Mercedes
          Always been running too fast
          When your heart is breaking, you keep on taking me back
          Hate myself, I really love you
          Hurting you feels like I'm hurting as well
          All I know is I don't deserve you
          I don't deserve you
          I don't deserve your love
          One day I'll pull through and I'll be good enough

sincults

this message may be offensive
if y’all wanna know what’s up, i’m doing fine but things are happening and i’m turning to hard kinks and sex again like a fucking idiot to cope. so that’s all. 

sincults

i’m not as innocent as y’all thought. in that sense. just sex brings back bad memories of my abusive ex who literally tried to assault me numerous times,, and my past, and i used to be so hooked on sex that it was all i thought about. so i just- stopped. and pretended i didn’t know anything about it, but i’m also not a sex fanatic either, so what the hell am i even doing? 
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that’s why i’ve been absent. been doing excessive ass amounts of weed and been turning my mind into a dictionary of just unique kinks and letting people use me as their dom, that’s all. a mere person to just get them off and care for then until they get tired of me. 
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sincults

i know you don’t exist and that you’re someone i could never imagine, but please if the world was ending, come over. please. i’ll love you for whoever you are. if the world was ending, you would come over right? 

sincults

@SNARL3DHO IM TALKING ABOUT XAVIER BUDDY. i don’t think u do 
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sincults

there wouldn’t ever be a reason we’d ever have to say goodbye 
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sincults

the sky would be falling and i’d hold you tight
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