im alive! sorry for along waiting period... alot of things happened.
i moved house, changed jobs, wasnt motived to do anything was probs a bit dispressed. got out to play in moutains and snow - kinda wish i never lefted... then got laided off out of the blue... soo yeah stuff happened... im still not all right but im doing better.
and i got some chapters in the making!
thank you all for sticking with me!
love you all!