Hello I am a og wattpader but I have been out of practice due to 6 long years of self discovery and re-evaluation. I have learned many things about myself and I am willing to share my own personal stories and my fantasy stories with others. its a coping mechanism honestly. replaying memories as a story helps so much. but that's besides the point.

 I'm in many fandom's like OLDSCHOOL my hero (I stopped watching it after almost seeing almight die but I might pick it up again)
spider verse, marble hornets, creepy pasta, Scott pilgrim (the Netflix series), bridgerton, the great Gatsby, and a sub genre called horror romance discovered  by 2019 me on quotev I got really inspired by a book called spill your guts by rea and Abby (Rea rots rats on quotev(( no spaces)) 

they have a certain dynamic and writing style that I admire and inspires me. but I'm always scrolling on my phone also even though I am fluent in English and it is my main language I still cannot spell properly or have correct grammar. sometimes I even blame the way I word things on  my autism but hey who knows.

I might write nsfw yk if I feel like it. but other than that idk it makes me feel like a weirdo (no hate to those who write nsfw) its just easier to be reading my back being g blown out than writing it, idk how y'all do it 😭
 
I've decided to detox myself from social media and begin a digital journal here because you guys aren't as toxic as insta and tik tok. plus only intellectual individuals  come onto Wattpad and ao3 and quotev because we have the courage to "read alla that" (plus I just wanna talk about my relationship problems) 
 iont post on YouTube but like maybe I should..
 anyway ...
**goals** 
-write 1 chapter a day
-broaden vocab
-learn how to spell
-vent