i often wondered what i would say if i saw you again.
maybe i should keep that a distant thought.
you’re the pure angel dust that keeps me yearning for more.
after that first hit, i was a goner.
i was lost in your head, you were the only thing
that mattered to me.
it became overwhelming, and i tried to quit.
you’d come to me, and i’d relapse at times.
i knew that you were bad, but the feeling
you gave me was like nirvana.
once i snapped back into reality and got
rid of you for good, i was better.
at least, that’s what i was telling myself.
eventually, you faded from my mind.
the cravings finally ended—
and now i’m my own fix.