Chaos

OKI i'm done yapping

The good thing is that Undertale is such a massive fandom with thousands of deep dive videos, fanfic, fanart, rooted in the 2015s internet era (which was so much better than the current let's be honest) sooo I can find my happiness here (as long as my interest doesn't die down)
          I need to get more into Deltarune as well aslkjdlkjjskakjl (I watched my friend play it once that's it, I'm missing a lot of story and lore elements)

I like that Attention Deficit Issues (since i don't have the disorder APPARENTLY) makes me hyperaware of how a media can lose/captivate its audience. :P I scroll away constantly and I'm the cliche of "can't watch a video if there isn't Subway Surfers playing on the side of the screen" so AT LEAST it has an advantage.

The problem is that. I LOOOOVE the video game media I find it so interesting I have been deeply impacted by games like Undertale, Doki Doki Literature Club, even more mundane ones like Stardew Valley, AnimalCrossing, Pokemon, etc. BUT. I can't code. Well I can I know some basic Python and I've been using Scratch for years, but Scratch becomes extremely limited when you want to make something complex, and when I try to move to other engines like GameMaker or Godot I find myself overwhelmed and instantly demotivated (I don't want to follow a 5hours tutorial just to learn how to make a character move, combat and collapse into walls-). So I write "fics" and "scripts" but my fics almost always have the goal to become something MORE. The "final form" is either a game, or a comics, perhaps an animation. I generally don't write for the writing itself? My written stories always have "greater purposes", and are always a draft, a transitory state. Maybe because I know that my attention span is so wack that I haven't finished a single book without pictures since 2019. (attention issues hello<3333). I wouldn't read my own shit. If I can't read my own stuff, who else will? But what I can do, is play games, watch animated movies, and read a some comics. So yeah.

I'VE BEEN GETTING BACK DEEP INTO UNDERTALE and now I want to write a whole prequel fanfic (WELL ACTUALLY a fangame) (actually a setxulogy(?) of fangame or at least a six parts game alsdjfkkfj (based on the fallen human souls yes)

☆ Coucou choupie!
          
          Merci beaucoup pour tes lectures et étoiles sur mes trucs !^w^
          
          ♡♡♡

t pas bo

Envie de pleurer parce que je sais pas écrire et je détesteécrire, tout autant que j'en suis passioné
          Surtout pas en ANGLAIS
          Je suis censé écrire un portefolio pour mes cours waAAAAAAH

Notice:
          J'ai changé mon username de @Agamemnon010 a @dieux_
          Comme ca c'est plus cohérent avec mes autres résaux sociaux (notamment Twitter et Quotev).
          Vwalaaaa :)

Aujourd'hui je vous la dévoile - LA FORMULE POÉTIQUE A CHACHA (aka Agamemnon010) (official 2020):
          - rimes internes qui n'adherent pas a un programme strict, qui sont la un peu au pif, pcq sinon faut tro réfléchir é g la flemme
          - idem pour le rythme, beaucoup d'allitérations pour le soutenir, parce que sinon j'ai pas de sens du rythme (faut que je travaille ca)
          - abus de métaphores 
          - plein de rapprochement a des phénomenes de la physique (é wé moi chuis 1 scientifique bb)
          - abondance/importance des SENSATIONS
          - idées dominantes: mort, trucs sombres, s'échapper du réel ou exiger plus que le réel, aspiration a la Beauté, a l'Art aux idées, interrogations sur le sens de tout ca...
          - sarcasme "je m'en fous des codes je fais rien comme tout le monde"
          Voila. Maintenant vous savez.