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i literally don’t even use wattpad anymore. ao3 is way better- this accounts either gonna stay innactive or ill deactivate it

please i just need a beta reader- i’m 9k words into an slow burn iwaoi fanfic but then i remember i’m aromantic and it is literally impossible for me to perceive or feel normal human emotions.
          
          and it’s just pain because i’ve rewritten this same 9k words who knows how many times because i can’t get the characterization right even tho i don’t understand humans to begin with
          
          the personalities and actions are weird and i don’t like it and i’m so close to just deleting all of it and starting from scratch again because i really hate how it’s going but i decided i needed someone to look over it first-
          
          BUT THEN I REMEMBER IVE NEVER DONT THIS BETA READING THING BEFORE 
          
          sooooo yeah writing a romance fanfic is going well
          
          expect it’s not
          
          it’s just pain and non comprehensible subjects that i’m trying to write and make other people comprehend

if anyone can help me write a story (by that i mean beta certain parts of the story that i’m at) and help give me tips and stuff hmu-  im seriously dying here cause even if my friends are great with joking they aren’t very helpful when i’m writing and stuck at a certain part without the right vibe

i just remembered about this other haikyuu fanfiction that i read!
          
          but i totally forgot to bookmark this one too
          
          so hinata is deaf, he has hearing aids tho and nobody knows that he’s deaf.
          
          a few scenes that i remember is that hinatas year starts bleeding from the inside and yamaguchi finds him in the bathroom
          
          
          i also remember that the second years were pulling a prank where they set up a loud microphone in the door way so when the door opened it played. everyone fell for it
          
          i also remember how hinata had taken out his hearing aids while the first years took their shower and people kept trying to talk to him but he couldn’t hear them at all. 
          
          if anyone might know where i can read this fanfiction please let me know!

if your interested in a haikyuu rarepair story with lots of potential i recommend this one! it’s adorable and i really think it deserves so many more reads!
          
          i know i’m definitely not a big account myself and this probably won’t do anything to help the story get more views but i still want to try! 
          https://my.w.tt/UugQGACb06

i wILl sPaM oN onE oF yOUr CoMMenTs sUCcESfUlLy sOmEdAY >:)

am i dumb- absolutelyyyyy,,,, i was reading this really good story then i forgot to bookmark it and idk if i’ll ever find it again 
          
          basically, hinata shoyo lives in japan while his mother, sister and his stepdad lives in LA. i have a very bad memory but i remember in the story that hinata had a cat and stone floors in a more modern house because it recently got redone. i think the first chapter or two is where he skips school and uses his cat being sick (which his cat isn’t) to skip practice to go to the ‘vet’ he likes to wear heels and he goes to the mall where he runs into iwaizumi and oikawa where they end up having lunch and going shopping for makeup and shoes. 
          
          hinata says he’s buying the makeup for his mom but he’s buying it for himself. he doesn’t let anyone else know that he’s there by himself. 
          
          hinata is also pretty depressed and he sleeps in the master bedroom, he sorta models the clothes his mom sends him too,,,, so that’s why he’s also good with fashion
          
          i also think it may be an oikawa x hinata fix but i’m not sure, i can’t remember that far
          
          sooooo,,, ig if anyone recognizes what i just described and could give me the name of the fanfic that would be awesome! i recently remembered about that story and i wanna reread it again and wait for another update!

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