@sir_tank
Yup, still hate my mind being left alone with itself
It's the times like this when I actully wish for school, because then at least I'm not alone
It's been varying but right now I'm in a dark room alone trying to convince myself I'm not lying when I think of a positive future
I understand that I'm a lot less likely to have to now, but the days I feel like I need everything ready for the next day is the worse because those are the days I feel like I am under threat and can't do anything leading to nights like tonight where I can't sleep, so am now fully clothed, shoes nearby, and jacket as a blanket just so I can get out in under a minute if I need to
This channel always seems to be able to make me smile so may as well share it
https://www.youtube.com/user/SeymourVAA
Why do people assume you think you can save everyone when you try to save anyone?
Happy new year
Family games, if I'm not back in three hours assume I died
What is the dumbest thing you've been punished for?
I was punished for crying. A particular story is a couple years ago. A baby bunny had been injured on the back porch. I watched over it feeding it, getting help and caring for it. But it died. My parents caught me crying and kicked me out for a week. It is one of the most recent times I was caught crying
In kinda sorry to anyone who has been reading these
It's funny, even at a "friend's" house I find it hard to believe anyone could care about me if they tried
I won't be sacrificed for someone else's ideals. I won't be killed because the won't like me. I'm not living because I want or feel I deserve it. I live because I made a promise I plan on keeping