sirensriot

went to my OB today . . . most likely miscarried . . . .  </3

sirensriot

@criminalsabrina   yeah, i want myself heal physically and emotionally.  but honestly, i wanted a baby so badly even if we’re not fully prepared but we learn along the way <333  we both do want to try soon but once my body heals and i sobbed for hours the other day already, so im just trying to be hopeful and have a positive mindset the next time 
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criminalsabrina

@sirensriot your fear is absolutely valid. i hope that you have a very successful and safe pregnancy next time (and every time), but if you truly don’t think you can take another loss so soon (though im hoping that wouldn’t happen), then waiting is okay! it’s okay to take a break love, don’t feel like you have to jump back into trying
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sirensriot

@criminalsabrina   thank you <33  i honestly wanted one so badly,  and want to try again soon but only scared that it’ll happen again )):  i sobbed for hours the moment i started bleeding over the weekend (which i thought was a heavy period) and didn’t want to think the worst then </3
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sirensriot

went to my OB today . . . most likely miscarried . . . .  </3

sirensriot

@criminalsabrina   yeah, i want myself heal physically and emotionally.  but honestly, i wanted a baby so badly even if we’re not fully prepared but we learn along the way <333  we both do want to try soon but once my body heals and i sobbed for hours the other day already, so im just trying to be hopeful and have a positive mindset the next time 
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criminalsabrina

@sirensriot your fear is absolutely valid. i hope that you have a very successful and safe pregnancy next time (and every time), but if you truly don’t think you can take another loss so soon (though im hoping that wouldn’t happen), then waiting is okay! it’s okay to take a break love, don’t feel like you have to jump back into trying
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sirensriot

@criminalsabrina   thank you <33  i honestly wanted one so badly,  and want to try again soon but only scared that it’ll happen again )):  i sobbed for hours the moment i started bleeding over the weekend (which i thought was a heavy period) and didn’t want to think the worst then </3
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sirensriot

so confused . . . tested negative for a pregnancy test and started what it looks like my period . . . ): 

blitziwitch

@sirensriot well then you never know. could just be a fluke! the human body is a weird thing lmao. good luck at your appointment tomorrow!!! i am rooting for you and wishing you only the best! <3
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sirensriot

@blitziwitch  thank you for sharing love, i appreciate it <33  i took two pregnancy tests, one was digital and one wasn't and it was one of those where you can take one few days before your next expected period, so i took two diff pregnancy tests about 3 days before my expected period and both were positive.  then over the weekend, saturday, had what i thought it was light bleeding and period-like cramps then more bleeding like i was on my period.  i have an ob scheduled tomorrow to run over labs to see what is going on
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sirensriot

replies may be slow . . . . . because i may of found out that i’m having a mini me . . . . . <33

w-utherings

ahhhhhhcongrattttsssssssss
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sirensriot

now im stuck playing “ love&deepspace “  <333

_PrincessEmily_

@sirensriot I’m obsessed with the game
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sirensriot

i need to stay off tiktok and twitter because too many obx s4 spoilers  :/ 

-miacore

@sirensriot ❫ i haven't even been able to watch the first episode and i already know like half the plot
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sirensriot

@rosesartz   too many i saw on tiktok that i had to scroll so fast
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sirensriot

drew starkey has always been beautiful <333

sirensriot

@_UK1YO    ohh yes,  it's  '  sirensversace  '
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