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Hey! It's been a while.
Let's talk.
I'm now 18 and I'm going to college in a month. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet. I might stop and go to the air force. I'm still not sure about anything and I didn't get a job (like a fucking idiot) so I'm kind of stressed out about my future. But I know that I can do anything, and I will be able to get through no matter what.
I've changed my name! I know Lance will always be a nickname to me, and I don't want people to stop calling me it, but my name is going to be Lamar. I always kinda knew Lance was going to be a placeholder, but it still is very important to me and I think I'll always use it as a nickname.
I don't exactly know what's going to happen to all of this, but I got a laptop, so I'm going to continue to write way more than I did before. I'm also on Archive of Our Own, now. But, either way, I will write, and there will be content for you guys. I miss all of you. I really, really, do. And I hope that if we're not in contact, we can be soon. I seriously miss everybody and I know I'm going to have a hard time adjusting, so please, any words you have, I'll be glad to hear them.
Thank you for supporting me and making me feel heard.
I love you all.
Instagram: currently.on.stand.bi
Snapchat: sirlancelots
Love, love, love,
Lamar Michael