I have been a crossdresser since a young teen currently Live in Ogden Utah and calls the womanly sissy I want to be Sarra Swallows and have started using the name for online and social media profiles and only wearing woman's clothing in both private and public.  My biggest dream hope fantasy desire is that I want desperately to be taken and forced and trained, with blackmail, hypnosis, domination, brainwashing, etc, into living full-time and permanently as a fully feminized sissy.  Hopefully will be put on a HRT regimen that grows real breast and girly hips and ass, and have testicles castration for the perfect sexy womanly hour glass figure.  Made extremely feminine with eyelashes and hair extensions, a sexy womans hair style, perfectly shaped eyebrows with the sexy feminine arch and given the perfect plumped cocksucking lips. Laser hair removal for the smooth girly skin that is adorned with a few girly tattoos that includes a tramp stamp stating Sissy Cocksucking Cumslut.  Belly button nose and possibly tongue piercings and obviously a few ear piercings.  Finally regular mani/pedis complete with long acrylic nails.  Taught to know how to please men and love cock becoming addicted to sucking and having sissy pussy penetrated by cock. Having training fully recorded and documented and videos and pics posted and sold on the internet and turned into a cam star to perform live when not having to work as a sissy stripper and sex worker.