siurvived

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          	I just published "times up no more CIA bending over lol" of my story "Sure Lock Up Holmes: El Chapo Guzman ". https://www.wattpad.com/1629380427?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=siurvived

siurvived

I picked up a notebook I used one because I had no money thanks to people like you and inside this notebook with a letter the saddest letter I've ever read and yet words I said a million times in my head.... I feel so used up I feel so disgusting sometimes and mind you this is not work for work because I'm throwing in some of my own two cents because I'm tired of being sold and everybody claiming I have none when I am the only one with the only common sense but actual intelligence and if you sounded out those are about the only two cents I have and it's because of that that I only have two cents not because I'm actually broke but because a bunch of thieves decided that they wanted my money over me as a human being as a person with feelings my money was worth more than my life.

siurvived

You act like Maury needs to come out of retirement just to explain your life, but let me make something clear. I don’t care who the sperm donor was or is. That’s not what makes a dad.
          What makes a dad is showing up and letting the other person know you’re there consistently. Not when it’s convenient, not when it benefits you, all the time. And that’s where you fall short. You treat presence like it’s optional, like it’s something you can clock in and out of.
          Because being there is more than just physical. It’s effort, awareness, actually giving enough to stay. And from where I’m standing, you’ve been absent in ways that don’t show up on a schedule but show up in everything else.
          The real difference between you and me, Joe, is I can see. And maybe that’s because Jo had to, because the one forced to understand ends up seeing everything a lot clearer.
          You, though, you’re not blind by circumstance. You’re blind by choice. You gave up your sight willingly, just like you gave up me.
          And that’s not something you can joke your way out of, because that wasn’t an accident. That was a decision.
          I also know the difference between a helicopter and a plane unfortunately for you since you wanted to call me HP I understand both and I PhD myself so let me school you on the real D here and that's the one I have to be now because everybody else chose to be selfish but I'm more than have pics and this time I do get to choose

siurvived

Joe Santagato… truth be told, not everyone’s lining up for your Santa experience. Some people take one look at your delivery and check out before you even get to the point.
          You’re from the Big Apple, right? So you’ve seen things drop. The New Year’s ball, expectations, your logic halfway through a sentence. But tell me this, did you ever watch Humpty Dumpty? Because you’ve got that same fragile energy. The difference is, when he broke, people actually tried to fix him. You break a thought and just leave it there like it made sense.
          And I love how confident you sound explaining things. You’ll take 100 percent of an idea, drop it down to 10 percent, and still act like you’ve got the full picture. That’s not intelligence, Joe, that’s a clearance sale on brain cells.
          And by the way, yeah, I’ve got my own issues too, but this isn’t about me. The difference is I know what I’m dealing with.