siviou

its almost 2025, I've grown up and matured over the years and ive successfully made a book pouring my frustrations about this fandom and having other people relate and agree to that is amazing. I was harsh to some people and may have overreacted to some degree and i sincerely apologize to those people.
          	
          	Marysue was great, but unfortunately i dont think it will continue.  Not right now anyway. I might come back and continue. Only time will tell
          	
          	Thank you for this journey.

CanonLorelai

@siviou oh dang, it's been a long time since I've came back to wattpad. Gotta say it was quite a journey to see the book be on a indefinite hiatus. Anyways, I have to say thank you for making the book, it's absolutely wonderful and I aboslutely think it's fine if you leave it as it is.
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V1_Ultrakill_

@siviou Awh, it's alright man. I'm glad you are doing well, and I wish you luck on your journey! Thanks for making the book lmao, I loved it man. Take care <33
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siviou

+ i might repost marysue to ao3 at some point
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Silvatore_sama

Hiii, I know u kinda lost motivation to update Marysue further, and we sincerely respect your decision and wish you the best. But if you do pick it back up, would we be getting the Q&A chapter? or is it gonna be gone completely?

siviou

@Silvatore_sama Hi, im not sure. I've completely lost interest in marysue so im not sure if i have the motivation to pick up the Q&A. But if you have any questions you would like to ask you can do it here and ill answer right away
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siviou

its almost 2025, I've grown up and matured over the years and ive successfully made a book pouring my frustrations about this fandom and having other people relate and agree to that is amazing. I was harsh to some people and may have overreacted to some degree and i sincerely apologize to those people.
          
          Marysue was great, but unfortunately i dont think it will continue.  Not right now anyway. I might come back and continue. Only time will tell
          
          Thank you for this journey.

CanonLorelai

@siviou oh dang, it's been a long time since I've came back to wattpad. Gotta say it was quite a journey to see the book be on a indefinite hiatus. Anyways, I have to say thank you for making the book, it's absolutely wonderful and I aboslutely think it's fine if you leave it as it is.
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V1_Ultrakill_

@siviou Awh, it's alright man. I'm glad you are doing well, and I wish you luck on your journey! Thanks for making the book lmao, I loved it man. Take care <33
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siviou

+ i might repost marysue to ao3 at some point
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Loloftheuniverseha

Skibidi sigma

Loloftheuniverseha

Nuh huh
            I am stinky
            The ultimate sigma
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siviou

@Loloftheuniverseha  im the most sigma of them all
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Loloftheuniverseha

Awnser me I compelled you to!
            Jk
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A_Peacock

Hey.
          Are you still active?

A_Peacock

@siviou :0 That'll be wonderful! We'll love to read your writings again because it's THAT mysterious and nice!!
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siviou

@A_Peacock thank you, hope you're doing well too :] i have a long break, i may try start writing again
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A_Peacock

@siviou Awee, I hope you're doing alright!
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Kaisdefleur

Hey, we haven’t talked much but do you know what happened to Lyn?

siviou

@Kaisdefleur It's nothing, good to know everything is alright then
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Kaisdefleur

@siviou sorry I’m asking too much! Don’t worry she’s alright! :)
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siviou

@Kaisdefleur You're kind of asking to a stranger in the internet - while they say I'm their role model and seemed to be a big fan i didn't know them until about a month ago & when they messaged me they didn't really respond to me so it stopped there; so no i haven't heard from them unfortunately - I'm sorry. I don't know who 'sulli' is so I'm not aware if that could be something worrying with a pfp like that. I hope they're okay, though. Maybe they're just taking a break? I don't always go to wattpad as well, i could go for weeks without touching it
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siviou

Y'know, as cringey as the dream smp era was back in 2021-2022, I really do miss those times.  I remember at that time in ramadhan i used to watch dream's first few manhut videos and it was such a bomb back then. And i liked watching sad-ist animations about the smp and getting into the fics and the fanarts + lore. For me, they were pretty nostalgic and I'm sad to see it all crashing down.
          
          If you haven't known already, Wilbur was exposed to being an abuser, techno passed away, dream was getting hate bombed, and that leads to the smp just kind of tumbling down a bit from what I've seen. Dream also stopped his manhut videos with his friends even though those were the only videos i was looking forward to. Dream smp fics didn't feel the same anymore, and alot of authors are just counting the days to delete them because of these dramas. I'll miss them, and i wish i could go back in time to experience the old days a little bit more.
          
          I knew about countryhumans 4 years ago, while they were pretty nostalgic too they didn't bring the same kind of warmth the dream smp had and i don't regret leaving the fandom since it is one of the darkest time in my life when i was there. I love marysue, i love what I'm making, but that doesn't mean i love the fandom too.
          
          Thanks for coming to my tedtalk, I'd love to hear your experiences in the dream smp fandom if you were ever there or the ch one.

Devynluvly

@siviou It's sad that some of the members are exposing as abusers and being problematic.
            
            I just miss watching Wilbur and Tommy's content where they make Minecraft mod videos on Tommy's channel and unfortunately the truth has been revealed.
            
            I, to be honest really love enjoying Tommy's content and wishing he wasn't problematic but there are rumors of people saying that he say a bunch of horrible things but I didn't believe it at first because I thought Tommy wouldn't do that and was afraid to admit the truth.
            
            But it hurts so much that the DSMP is falling apart because of the allegations of the members. Even though Dream has proof he's innocent but clearly people did not believe him and continue hate bombing him.
            
            Same as me to go back in time to experience more except the Fandom being a bit odd and weird.
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A_Peacock

Hey! I'm just checking in on you! ^^
          
          So, how are you doing these days?? Your writing is just so addictive!! I love "Mary Sue". You're one of my favourite authors here.
          
          I hope you're doing well

siviou

@A_Peacock  Hello! I'm doing alright, thank you for asking. I'm honored to be one of your favorite authors, writing marysue is pretty fun :] wishing you well too
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