Phoenix

*changes pfp for the first time ever hehehehe*
          
          *changes background to a scene from the same show*

JUST GOT DISCORD, YALL
          
          WANNA FIND ME? 
          
          I'm "Phoenix Felicis" on there (And if that doesn't work, try "Phoenixwazhere")

Character development, or just owning it?
          
          Several years ago: 
          Some random b*tch: "Oh, god, the dumb queer is here"
          Me (around 6-7th grade): *wearing a dress my mom made me wear, doesn't do anything out of shame and fear*
          
          A couple nights ago at a choir concert:
          Me: *enters the room with a suit on (white button up, black pants, and black platform boots and the faux confidence to rival that of a six year old in a Batman t-shirt)* BEHOLD, THE QUEER IS HERE! BOW TO YOUR FABULOUS KING <3
          My friends in the background: "You're highness!" "My leige!"

Reasons I know the local cops surprisingly well:
          
          1. One cop around my school was ig staking out this one place nearby where students would smoke a lot of weed, and one day, I was walking by with a friend, and he yelled out "Freeze!" Because a kid pulled out what he thought was some sort of illegal drug or something, what it turned out that it was smarties, I was far away, but there was a dead silence, so, just to be silly, I yelled in response "Now everybody clap your hands!". He played it off as if he was in on it, and we jokingly say that I saved him from a group of teens complaining about "the dumb candy-hating cop" (which, like, wtf people? Cops are trying their best!). He's a chill dude.
          2. I come from a neighborhood where a majority of the kids are either neglected or can't afford food, so, when possible, I tend to stock up on school food and I walk around the neighborhood, and hand out food to them. Now, you see, I babysit most of these kids (and some have even called me "Mama/Papa Phoenix", which had made me tear up so often-), and there was this one cop approached me about this and told me that it wasn't exactly legal to just give out food without a permit, especially if I'm getting it from out of the school, but he offered to turn a blind eye to it because he knew these kids needed it, and their parents couldn't be held accountable since their never seemed to be available evidence against them. This cop is just a plain badass in my eyes and has my undying respect
          3. when I was little, I was that kid who talked to A LOT of strangers... And one of those strangers was a cop who just recently retired... He had this specific route he'd patrol, so, everyday, when I was little, I'd always run out to his car, he'd slow to a stop, and I'd give him little drawings and stickers, thanking him for keeping us safe. When he retired, he actually showed some of these drawings at his retirement party, which he told me about bc I apparently reminded him of his late daughter

I was following the pack, all swallowed in their coats
          
          With scarves of red tied 'round their throats
          
          To keep their little heads from falling in the snow
          
          And I turned 'round and there you go
          
          And, Michael, you would fall
          
          And turn the white snow red
          
          As strawberries in the summertime

Got sent home from school today 
          
          
          Here's a fun fact: did you know that some genetics passed down from child to parent can actually allow you to feel so intense that it makes you physically sick to the point of throwing up? Found this out the hard way! And it's even worse for women (and those born with female bodies) in my family because, while it is rare, or cramps can get so bad that it can trigger that pain response!

❤️❤️

*creates fandom so people with hyperfixations like me have a creative outlet to share art, rants, etc.*
          
          Here ya go!
          https://creative-creators-with-hyperfixations.fandom.com/f

Latest song obsession:
          "Wasteland" from Arcane
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmLU6TMr9SM
          
          Sorry for not being active, and I still won't be for a while still

The blue pill makes you a normal person
          
          The red pill makes you hyperfixate on characters who either have snazzy hair, snazzy pants, or a similar personality... And typically end up being either childish or the perfect caregiver for Little Space
          
          
          
          Evidently, I have the red pills in my system.
          My evidence?
          \/My character hyperfixations during the past year \/
          
          1. Ekko (Arcane)
          2. Jinx/Powder (Arcane)
          3. Isha (Arcane)
          4. Viktor (Arcane)
          5. Silco (Arcane... I radiate fatherless energy.)
          6. Wally Darling (Welcome Home)
          7. Peri/Poof (Fairly Oddparents: A New Wish... Yes, he's a Tumblr sexyman, I am very aware. I just watched the show for nostalgia and he radiated the energy... Remember, he was once a ball. Come down, folks)
          8. Sun/Moon (FNaF)
          9. Glamrock Freddy (FNaF)
          10. Lucifer (Hazbin Hotel)
          11. Angeldust (Hazbin Hotel)
          12. Eddie Munson (Stranger Things)
          13. Steve Harrington (Stranger Things)
          14. Sal Fisher (Sally Face)
          15. Larry Johnson (Sally Face)
          16. Ticci Toby (Creepypasta)
          17. Laughing Jack (Creepypasta)
          18. Basically every Batfamily member, especially Jason Todd (Batman)
          19. Robin (2003 Teen Titans)
          20. Slade (2003 Teen titans... Same reason I obsessed over Silco. I am fatherless, and characters like him just set off that certain place in my brain that says "yes, this is a totally stable person to have as a caregiver, what can go wrong?!")
          
          
          I can name more.
          I can.
          I likely would've.
          But I need to know when to stfu.
          So, enjoy, my fellow Red Pillers, and use this as the starting point to spark conversation in the chat on either how much you hate me, agree with me, and/or just wanna spout all the info you have on these characters because I know some of you want to. I am that type, and game recognizes game.
          
          Ttyl, my lovelies