I know, i’m late, and i’m sorry. I’ve been going through a lot rn, and just remembering this is so tragic.
A year ago, we lost an angel. An amazing person who was so kind and enthusiastic and charming. We lost Jonghyun. Although i didn’t really pay attention to shinee as much, this broke my heart. I’ve almost lost a friend close to me because of suicide, and so I understand how many people right now feel. I know I may not have known of him, or even known what group he was apart of, but i sure as hell did cry when i heard the news. It’s really weird too, cause i found out a week after it happened, and i was still sobbing my eyes out. Nothing hurts as much as losing someone you love, someone you support, someone that influences you and that you love seeing smile. Although Jonghyun is gone, I still feel as if he is still here. I believe his spirit stayed behind, and made sure to lift up everyone out there that was sad about his death. Soon, we learned to appreciate the time he had here, instead of mourning the time with him we lost. We learned that his vocals, all of the chic outfits he wore, his hairstyles and hair colors, his dancing, his humor, his smile, his laugh, and his love for everyone was more important than the time that we wouldn’t get to spend with him. I know that he is watching over us, and i know that he is smiling down at us, happy that his spirit still lives with us and that we join together as one, without hate, without fandom wars, just all together. And we commemorate the memories we had of him. Jonghyun, you did well, and forever will you stay in not only our minds, but also our hearts
