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excuse me i have a personality disorder that renders me literally incapable of controlling my moods no kidding
          and anxiety
          is it strange that anxiety and panic attacks feel like completely different things
          probably not bc i found this thing that said like, "anxiety and panic attacks are completely different"
          i wonder if people ask that dude "well what do u know u dont thats y" and he just gets annoyed
          i have the 7 minutes of a capella hamilton stuck in my head
          im obsessed again no one understands my obsession *dramatic sigh and arm swings over forehead*

should i go to sleep
          i dont think i should go to sleep

what if people just grew up socially inept
          oh wait thats my world nevermind

boy do i love spam
          is there such things as hashtags on weird posts
          hope so
          cause then i can chat with random ppl

it smells slightly like skunk in my room idk why
          maybe bc whenever i have my hands close to my mouth which touched latex
          it was a horse mask btw
          bleh its mixed w vanilla and that one rubber smell thats not exactly rubber

i am so bored and its 11pm and i am not tired
          i just did an essay on pointless things i learned in third grade
          dont you hate when teachers do that? make you learn curriculum that you already learned so you feel patronised?

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Hamilton is still my bb but i got into TGC and BMC and some others.
          I also dont know how to grammar so there you go

Hi im back finally what