Cora

"She was getting better...But then she remembered what she was trying to get away from,she remembered the things that tear her apart. Now she's back at the start."

"It's been months since I last wrote. I've lived in a state of mental slumber, leading the life of someone else. I've felt, very often, a vicarious happiness. I haven't existed. I've been someone else. I've lived without thinking."
          -Fernando Pessoa

its crazy how someone who used to be a huge part of your life, can be gone in a second.