skkismyobsession

how i feel after disappearing for one month
          
          IM SORRY YALL IM ALIVE AND HAPPY THANKFULLY !!

hey bro..???? WHERE HAVE YOU BEENNNNN YOU HAVEN'T TEXTED ME ON DC STILL

I WAS RLLY CURIOUS ABT THE NEW TADC EP SO I STARTED THE SHOW IVE ONLY WATCHED LIKE 5MIN OF EP1 BUT ITS PEAKKKKK

THE NEW EP OF TADC IS ABOUT TO COME SOON IM SCARED.

hi! I know we've never spoken before but....................you know bsd too? wanna be friends and geek over it?

DID YALL JUST SEE THE NEW CRK UPDATE??
          IM CRUING WHAAAT TEARS ARE ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEK I SWEAR 
          AGGEGRHDHRHRH

damn if you didn’t want me to be there you could’ve just told me lmao
          
          like i bought you even a present, made the silliest card and waited for you to give me a date or whatever 
          
          but you never did give me an answer 
          you went with your friends out and didn’t even tell me
          what’s worse is that i honestly thought that the 
          “if it makes you uncomfortable to stay with my friends” act was because you and I were similar
          
          “only if you want to come, though ! i don’t want to make you uncomfortable”
          stop the fucking bullshit.
          are we in 5th motherfucking grade?
          
          I shouldn’t really have trusted you, shit.
          

ahem ahem 
          buongiorno a tutti lmao 
          incredibile ho appena realizzato che è la prima volta che faccio una comunicazione in italiano
          peak guys
          il perché? ma che cazzo ne so porco d-
          NONO DAI SI SCHERZA ✌️
          quelli che usano il traduttore non capiranno una merda
          WOOHOOOO
          di norma le persone cosa scrivono qua 
          non so nemmeno il bergamasco cosa cazzo scrivo help me frfr
          comunque bisogna dirlo, l’italiano senza un pizzico di inglese non ha quello stesso significato ykwim

i just realized
          my life is actually so shitty
          
          (tw ahead)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          i’ve been cutting myself since i was 12. 
          it never stopped
          well it did, because my mom took everything away
          but the urge grew bigger
          and stronger 
          and i relapsed 
          
          for three months i had to be looked after and everyone had to check on my arms/legs everyday
          
          then, i had to do a thing with a neuropsychologist for almost a month
          in which they saw some of my strange ways to react to stuff
          such as adhd
          
          i still haven’t been diagnosed but next month ill probably be doing some meetings with people
          
          my parents are now separated
          it was February 14th 2026 
          so 6 days ago
          on valentines day they broke up and made me realize that no love does last forever
          they still care for each other and i love them
          
          i couldn’t ask for more amazing parents like them
          
          but look at me
          even if my life is horrible and i still overthink, 
          i’m glad for so many things 
          
          my friends 
          my online friends
          the city i live in
          that warm tea you sip in the morning with cookies
          the sun smiling down at you at 7:15am 
          that one shell i took and kept in my pocket for months 
          music 
          anime
          shows
          my hair
          my body
          the smile i do that i once hated
          reading
          and more <3
          
          i’m glad to be alive 
          live the life you want to live 
          it’ll be so fucking hard 
          like so fucking hard
          but you can do it 
          i believe in you .

Missed talking to you, so hi! How are u? Wanted to give you a manwha rec as well: Debut or die (if you like Oshi no ko or the music industry, you'll love this!). Bye! :D