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@slayyreading14 OK, if that's what u wanna do rn, sure we can do that

@slayyreading14 I know you were struggling, cause I love you sm that even though you hurt me I tried to understand you, I know we were both hurting, but we'll never know if we return to our old ways if we never try to become close again, we can compromise or adapt for each other, we can be more understanding with each other, I feel like the one flaw in our friendship was that we never had deep conversations, and talked about stuff we wanted to tell each other, and we let All this break us, even though it's hard we can both try and fix our friendship slowly, cause we don't want to rush it, but we can put the effort in cause this time it'll be worth it, we should try for the things we want, so let's just do it, (not in that way) ( do it, do it, do it ( srry) our friendship was smth truly special to us, we can't let all it go, I love you sm, pls don't ever forget that 

@skstraykids 
             I never wanted you to feel like you weren’t enough or like I didn’t care. I’m really sorry you felt hurt or abandoned  that was never my intention. When I distanced myself, it wasn’t because I stopped caring, it was because I was going through my own things and didn’t know how to handle them properly.I do miss what we had too. Losing our connection hurt me as well, even tough i was angry at the same time.But im worried that if we become friends again then i might also become my old self and distancing myself at times so i dont know what to do because i change alot and i know thats bad but i cant really help it