skubagenesis

even tho no one cares im back. now pls message me i wanna be frienda

skubagenesis

you ask me what's wrong. 
          i lied. said i was fine.
          I was crying on the inside watching you and her hold hands and kiss like that.
          that's supposed to be me i thought to myself.
          but you didn't hear me, you just walked off carrying her like a princess. 
          that's supposed to be me i thought again.

skubagenesis

im always there to pick up the pieces for her so she can be happy. i feel for her so much. been in love with her for almost 3 years. my firstlove. my happiness, my everything. she sees me as a friend nothing more. she always comes to me cause she knows ill never leave, she knows I love her too much to let her go. everytime I try it hurts me so much, too even think about being without her even if it is just as friend. she is so important to me for unexplainable reasons. i just wish she felt the same way so we could be happy. I could treat her how she deserves to be treated she's been hurt too many times and she deserves someone like me to make her happy. she just don't understand how much im in love with her. when I fall, I fall hard. 

skubagenesis

I don't understand why she doesn't love me. I'm really trying to but I can't. She means the world to me and I love her so much but she won't acknowledge my feelings for her. I could treat her better than all these girls she's ever been with but yet she settles in getting her heart broken. And then here I am picking up the pieces for her because I can't stand to see her hurt. And she doesn't realize how in love I am with her. I want her. I love her. I need her.... Please love me back please ☹️

updatewho

Damn.. Felt this 
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skubagenesis

@BabYwIpeWhORe I just want her to love me back
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