Oh my god please don't hurt yourself, every cut you make on yourself doesn't just hurt you, but the people who care about you, look up the butterfly project, ok? And if you need someone to talk to, I'm willing to help, we may not know each other, but I don't think you should be going through this alone, you are loved, in the words of Sans the skeleton. "Take care of yourself kiddo, 'cause someone cares"