dreamergirl

officially i am a graduated person! You wouldn't believe but I'm the first one in my family who went and graduated from university. my career is for the fun and jokes tho, but I am so honored to be able to say that I have a profession and useful for something! It was two years and a half where i met my bestest friend, teammates and the fucking love of my life. By the way I SERVED that premiere (our last short film as students). Idk if i was left off the chat but all the girls were wearing dark colors (dark red and majority black) and i was a princess in a baby blue long long dress, with my long long and curly hair (not natural unfortunately), and my man made the effort to wear a baby blue tie so we were going directly to the church (he dared to do the "okay, now the we're here, i want to use the space to..." AND PROCEEDS TO ALMOST KNEE ON THE FLOOR!!! my friends almost fainted, me as well but i was so ready to say "yes, my love". Im still mad it was a joke -_-). 
          
          But anyways... It's been a hard year. I lost 4 of my pets this year (⁠个⁠_⁠个⁠) one every two months and it was one of the most painful things to endure in my life. I still cry often, in bed, in the bus, everywhere, they're still so present and I miss them so badly. I gulped a lot of pain, because life goes on, because our lives needs to go on or because I can't be the one crying. This last week brought a little bit of happiness, what future has (hopefully good things, i dont need more tragedy pls) it's hopeful to think about. I wanna dive into here again (im reading actually hehe), hopefully i will <3

I'm meeting my boyfriend's Catholic parents today, after 1 year and 4 months dating. I asked if I can do pregnancy jokes and he told me no, what is this for so!!! Ps: also we're going a restaurant, wtf, wasn't a picnic enough? in this economy? sadly cheto 

ALSO the other day I REMEMBERED AN UNFINISHED BOOK !!! OMG imagine I go to that writer's catalog and the book is finished. my fucking god, that'd be awesome. imagine losing myself in Wattpad and forget my boyfriend for a while. I need it. 

I was taking a shower and randomly remembered something, a paragraph, I wrote in itswwm and started frowning all in shampoo because wtf JAJAHDUDJSJD NONONO, honestly that was me trying to fit in the average Wattpad writer model, I'm sorry, I'd like to delete it hssh

This year I finish my career. Kindaaa wanting to come back and finish Last Fantasy. Hopefully i will!!! I need to stop being so obsessed on my bf lmao and come back to my life 

Missing a bit to lose myself here ahhh, and write and everything, it feels like all was a surreal dream. Real life takes my time, which is another dream come true as well. Anyways there's been a lot of things happening and I'm so fucking poor lmao. My disfuncional family tries SO hard to learn to love each other that it turns so tragic and hurtful for me when I misshape ruins it. Y'all wanna love but not y'all know how to love. I only pray and pray and say thank you for another month without a fight, let's count. 

Beautiful when I come to see if one of my favs books has updated and she fucking did!!!!!! YES omg, just approved my exams, gonna have one month free at least, I'm happy, we're happy! just my ass hurting cause sitting down for too long isn't good 

me da mucha vergüenza que sigan votando, basta ¯⁠\⁠_⁠ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ⁠_⁠/⁠¯ jshdjshs

la funada que se comió Kim soo hyun omg 

Omg, didn't expect it but she looks stunning in that tan and balayaged hair!!!!