I. NEED. HELP. ASAP.
Right now is almost midnight... And I’m literally thinking about a friend who I haven’t contacted in a while. Our friendship is kinda weird. Because at first we were talking a lot and just playing games together.
And, oh boy, he was the best. He was also flirty lmao..
Anyways.
We kind of just started to drift off and not text as much as we used to since school started. So I didn’t want to bother him with school stuff and plus he works so I don’t want to be a burden and text him 24/7.
Lately I’ve been telling myself to get over it and that it’s just a not meant to be friendship or something but I can’t. ;-; I can’t seem to let it go.
But to be honest I feel like I want to have this friendship another go. I feel like I can do better.
The thing is I’m usually shy and awkward. I didn’t realize how much I’d lose until I actually lost it.
Anyways, my wish was that he’d text first and to be honest it was me.. I don’t really know.
But I’m sure some people would say to let him go.. so I just want to see all perspectives.
Plus I just messaged him like five minutes before writing this post.. 0-0