skyandrhino
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everyone always fucking complains on how bad it is to be the eldest child or the middle child; but, as the youngest in my family, it’s fucking hell. Whenever I try to speak up about something that makes me uncomfortable or upset they just yell in my face or hit me and take away my phone. I can’t spend a minute without being compared with my siblings whether it be appearance (weight & looks) or my attitude (I can sometimes get a bit aggressive when they don’t acknowledge what I say when I try to speak up about my well-being) towards them. everyday they make me fucking feel useless and make me think twice about whether or not I should be alive. yesterday, i made myself not clean (sh) for the first time solely because I really felt pathetic and straight after I regretted it - I’m only 13 and I know I shouldn’t be doing this and so I’m going to have a break from all of my socials for a while. thank you all for reading and voting for my books, bye for now. -skyandrhino