hi yes im alive but regret tears through me like a saw through a log
sorry for all those i haven't talked to while i've been away
i wasn't even in hiatus
i just kinda left
i'm trying my best to come back little by little
but here is such a dump of vented memories of a past me that doesn't exist anymore
i'm a bit sick and tired at the moment
just, please know i love all of you and i wish the best for all of you