this message may be offensive
dearest evan.
little warning, im really drunk and upset right now but i need to get this off my chest. you can block me now without reading it but yeah. here we go.
hey evan, its mikey / vinny. im not here to fight, simply, im here to adress. i was a neglectful boyfriend, and im now aware of that. there was no excuse for my crappy and possessive behavior. you put so much time into being my girlfriend, and i just shut you out like you were nothing to me. its was messed up. both of us had fuck ups on pur parts, but we were dumb. we were fresh put of a psych ward and still healing. i became obsessed and nervous that you secretly hated me, so i shut you out. that, again, is in no way an excuse for my horrendous actions and what i called your friends and brother. for what i called you especially.
youve been through a lot. more hell than i could imagine. i added to that stress by being a crappy boyfriend and frankly, you dodged a bullet. im proud of you for that.
thats all i really had to say. well, all thag would fit in this message without me making into a chapter book or something. im sorry, is all i have to say.
we dont have to talk anymore, nor do we have to be friends or anything. i need to be a real man and stop chading something ill never get. goodbye, evan. you were a good chapter of my life but im afraid it may be time to move on.