tiz

attempting to hit my head cause why susah nau nak karang structure and ayat for equity ni ARGHH

Sometimes i rasa i tak layak untuk berada dalam bidang law cause i didnt do enough to stay here, i wonder whether this journey is a good decision.
          
          But i jugak bukanlah orang yang berkemampuan untuk lari dari bidang ni, dan sepanjang hampir 4 tahun dalam bidang ni its not like i never like it, i was just kinda lost in it. I did not do well enough, i was smhow trap in it.
          
          But i did not entirely regretting my decision, it just smhow.. it doesnt feels alright
          
          Ya allah, please guide me in whatever decision i made.

Things becoming more real as I will be interning soon, hahah

result dah keluar,
          thank god, everything went well!!

happy eid-fitri! 
          this year was quite hectic since my sister need to work on sec eid, but yeah luckily we managed it!

Finished my final today.
          Honestly, I might fail all especially land and company :(

Thoughts on the paper submission, its not easy. And i just realised our scope might not be accepted by the journal but what can i do? Its a little bit too late to back out. So for now, I'm just sending it there, if it being rejected later. I will not giving up but I will try other publication. Failure in something is still a process afterall

Final in six days and I'm still stuck re-editing paper (god knows how many time it has been done) to be submitted to the journal. Being a leader for paper publication totally different than assignment stuff. I still think I'm not suitable to be leader for this kind of thing. It drains me :(

did kata-kata makan diri happen to me? i used to hate it, but now somehow my heart do think it is acceptable. it feels weird honestly. oh allah, whatever might happen in the future, i pray i will never regret what i once uttered or did in the past. 

3rd year is definitely not easy, let's keep going myself!!