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Nah, i just recently introduce gose to my younger siblings by streaming it with them tonight. By streaming, yeap multiple episodes with lot of light jokes where they can easily pickup
          
          ima proud carat since my six y/o brother has even memorized gose bgm keke

damn i love wattpad SM, i consider it as another world in which i can tell smone all my shits and thought without really having smone reading it cause nah, who got time to check your message board when u arent even tick the box 'announce this bla bla'.
          
          cant believe ive known this app from entering my boarding school to the extend going through law degree in university. time ran so fast duh
          
          wishing to be a kid once again but then, it is impossible. the only thing i could manage to do is surviving this harsh reality. money, school, life and stuff. so much have change over time, and sometime i lose myself
          
          im not a type of person who tell people any problems i have, but im the type i can listen to ur shits. smhow i think its kinda pathetic for me as i dont have a specific person i feel comfortable spilling my problems. but then, i ve the thought i cant burden people with my problem cause they have their own too. like its gonna be too much. hence, spilling and ranting in this app has become my choice ever since i feel world is too much for me to handle.
          
          maybe its more nice if u have specific person in mind, but this is my way to cope with my stuff.

Im stuck w my intellectual property assignment ~_~

Gonna write list of my cats here, cause they are special to me and I appreciate their existence in my life tho it may be not long ♡
          
          Bella
          Chopink
          Choyot
          Chomel
          Chomot
          D.L
          Belang
          Kelabu
          Putih
          Pungus
          Collar
          Yeyen
          C.C 
          B.B
          Citam
          Puyen
          Olap
          Cione
          Citwo
          Cithree
          
          You guys r one of the reason I'm still sane living here 

We found Cione and Cithree!
          Our neighbour sent them to us yesterday evening.
          
          We're going to try find Citwo again today,
          hopefully everything will be going well.
          And we could find Citwo, aamin.

On 24 dec, Citam's kitten got lost 
          • Cione
          • Citwo
          
          Then, on 25 dec, its Cithree.
          I feel so bad for Citam, she lost all of the kittens now
          
          I hope they would come back asap, if smbody takes them please pulangkan balik since they got their mom tho. But its so fucking weird how dorang yang always main depan pintu rumah kitorang tiba ii hilang when they barely keluar rumah. Nak cakap got lost celah semak pun tak ada, so i honestly tak paham.
          
          Ya allah, please let them stay with us again, I feel so bad whenever I see Citam alone rn.

I want to work on my dreams just like how Seventeen works on theirs.
          
          Effort and consistency is indeed, everything.
          Its a great thing knowing them.

omg, i just realised i forgot to wish my father here after several days. 
          
          Dear ayah,
          I hope u know that I'd always appreciating your kindness and hardworking in growing us. May Allah ease you and always guide you to the truth and preventing you from meeting wick people.
          
          I love you too! ♡

maybe my kindness isnt just that right,
          i was hoping i could help w smthing honestly,
          but i was wrong

happiest birthday to my ummi!
          I pray for Allah to ease every single decision you choose, and I love you ♡