sorry to anyone who is following me. I've been extremely inactive since probably around August. I don't talk to very many of you on here, so I'm not sure if explaining why I've been inactive will actually accomplish anything but I guess I will anyway. My boyfriend of a very serious relationship has recently broken up with me, and it devastated me. He literally tore my heart in half. Because of this, I have been extremely depressed and unmotivated. I'm sad and confused and all over the place. I truly feel alone. I joined Wattpad a couple years ago not to talk to anyone; I joined to write. Writing is my passion and joy in life. But along the way I have realized I also joined so I could make some friends. All I've ever wanted in my life was people to care about me, as needy and whiny as that may be. But I'm too shy and scared to message someone. So please help a shy and depressed girl out and maybe give me some post-break up advice? Any life advice in general would be very appreciated. Thank you to anyone who is actually reading this right now. I will try to be more active and start up my writing again❤️