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why is living so hard

i hate feeling like nobody cares eventho logically ik some do. why does living have to be surviving for myself? Why cant i let go of depression and be happy? Thats all i want, and to not be on the verge of crying all the damn time. i hate feeling this. i hate lying when i say 'im fine' and fake a smile.

I can't be bothered to do fucking English homework. Kill me. My teacher literally gave us one night to do it. That shit shouldn't happen. For fucks sake, I've been busy since I got home. Ughf