Okay so, my madness combat book. The smut scene, I skimmed through it again.
I kinda really hate it, it wasn't as good as the ither chapters were written. Even the first chapter had better writing, so I'm rewriting it.
Im announcing this here and on the actual chapter because back when I wrote it, I was really inexperienced with writing rough intimacy. And so I can absolutely see how it could come off as going too fast or breaching boundaries. That's not at all what I wanted to portray and looking back on it now I should've looked over it more carefully to see how it could be been received. And I don't want my writing to cause any confusion on boundaries and my viewpoints because I don't want to romanticize anything I don't support.
So I'll announce this exact paragraph in its own chapter on the book, and do my absolute best to re-release the newly written chapter as fast as I can. I'm sorry if the way the chapters paced or how I wrote it back then caused any uncomfortable feelings in readers who wanted a spicy scene, because I want my writing to be something people can look at and read in a positive light. And what I put out wasn't it.